January 2009
December 2008
postpunk:
Joy Division - Love Will Tear Us...
I miss my iPod. Bryant needs to hurry up and ship it to me.
Stupid Games are For Stupid People
Back in Santa Barbara
I missed my big bed, and I’m honestly glad to be sprawled on it right now.
I would be out drinking champagne with the girls, but I honestly don’t feel too great so I figure it’s best to relax tonight with a nice cup of tea and rest up. I’m going out tomorrow regardless so I’m going to want to feel as good as possible right?
I’m dreading starting the new...
“I think it is a person’s imperfections that make them so attractive. ”
– Mike.: to be human. (via davidpaul)
“It’s like loving god or a step-parent. You never really feel them love you...”
– Peter-family guy
crushes:
J.,
You are perfect. Even if you are flawed.
— anonymous
aww someone thinks im perfect..haha yea right.
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2008-12-21) →
Brand New (7)
Kylie Minogue (6)
Ace of Base (2)
The Maine (2)
All Time Low (2)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
I felt so old today.
…and I’m not even old. I only turned 21 two months ago. Tonight though, I felt old. Desirae turned 18 and requested that Amber and I take her to her first 18+ club, and basically her only “dance” that wasn’t school oriented. The night was not the disaster or snore fest I thought it was going to be. However, I think that was partly due to the fact that I had 1 long...
crushes:
you,
my mom keeps asking if we’re an item yet.
(i can’t wait to be able to say ‘yes!’)
— me
blah
My stomach..
Hates me today. I don’t know if it was those fishbowls last night, or just all the beer I’ve been putting into my belly but today is just horrible. I think I’m taking a break from the booze until new years, ‘cause well its just inevitable that we’ll be sipping on something that night. After that though, I need a detox period or something. I really need to start...
New Years Resolutions
I don’t have any yet.
I don’t think I care very much that I don’t.
I honestly don’t know what I want to change or don’t want to change.
I used the word “don’t” five times. Weird.
“We knew the girls were really women in disguise, that they understood love, and...”
– The Virgin Suicides, Jeffrey Eugenides (via willmccloud)
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Christmas
We had fun, we celebrated, but it hasn’t been the same. There were too many empty chairs at the dinner table, and too many quiet moments were reflection on who was missing took over the room. The death, the separation, the silence between mother and eldest daughter, it was all quite too obviously noticed without any words being said. I can’t wait for these holidays to be over with....
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